Star Search earns Honorable Mention in the Medium Writers’ Challenge

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Star Search

Jeff Miller
13 min readAug 23, 2021

I slid onto the front seat of my Pontiac Firebird and headed to West LA via the San Diego Freeway. My destination was Mar Vista. Compared to its westside neighbors, Mar Vista was more pedestrian than Culver City and less tony than Brentwood. No one, other than locals, cared about the difference. LA was just LA in the world’s view, and at age 22, I was trying to be as worldly as I could.

As the traffic slowed at the Ventura Freeway junction, I turned down the radio and practiced my impending conversation with Gregory.

“Thanks for the invitation. This is all new to me. I’m not really a believer, but I always try to keep an open mind,” I said out loud.

I wanted to sound earnest but not aloof, to pretend that, while I had better things to do, I had at least a passing curiosity in the paranormal. The truth was that, after ditching the Catholic Church in college, I wanted to believe in just me. But I’d found myself to be a rather disappointing object of veneration. I was looking for a new candle to light.

I first met Gregory at a UCLA Extension class called “The Occult for Beginners.” It was the summer of 1973, and the dark arts were in vogue in Southern California. Reincarnation, auras, witchcraft, hauntings, tarot card readings, and sinister divinations of all sorts were both the stuff of headlines and a recurrent subject of public chatter.

Gregory was a true believer and a teacher of what he termed “the old faith.” Somewhere in his 60s, and with spindly arms, a double chin, and a paunch, he dressed like the insurance salesman he was — blue gabardine slacks, white shirt, and regimental tie.

Gregory stood at the front of the room the first night of class and looked out at the five people scattered about the small lecture hall on campus. One student professed to be a warlock. Another considered herself a psychic healer. After two sessions during which Gregory made clear that his course was not a how-to seminar, I was the only student left. With the class about to be canceled, Gregory encouraged me to continue my studies at the Mar Vista apartment he shared with wife, Nora. “There are some other students of mine I’d like you to meet,” he explained.

I was reluctant at first. Gregory persisted. He complimented my aura. He praised my questions. He treated me…

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Jeff Miller
Jeff Miller

Written by Jeff Miller

A culture writer, I enjoy tugging at the sacred, profane, and prosaic threads that shape behavior and belief.

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